My spiritual journey to rishikesh
I was disappointed from my life. I was getting disturbed. I was not able to focus on my goal.Every time I was thinking that what should I do to improve myself. But I was not getting answer from my soul. I started to go temple, mosque, Church. Just for getting help. I think that when I will go in the house of God. He will see my problems and help me. Time wasted. But nothing happened. One day when I was coming back from my class, I bought a book of Dr kalam. wings of fire was the name of book. Almost all have read this. I also started reading. How he faced his problem and many other obstacles of life. There he had mentioned about his disappointment of not getting selected in air force. He mentioned that he went to rishikesh bathed in Ganga and revelled in the purity of its water. After this he went to sivananda ashram and met swami sivananda . He told him about his unsuccessful attempt to join the Indian air force and his long cherished desire to fly. Swami sivananda smiled and said in feeble voice,
Desire, when it stems from the heart and spirit, when it is pure and intense, possesses awesome electromagnetic energy. This energy is released into the ether each night, as the mind falls into the sleep state. Each morning it returns to the conscious state reinforced with the cosmic currents. That which has been imaged will surely and certainly be manifested.
So I also decided to go there and meet some Saint so that he can tell me some solutions about my problems. I went there. I use to live in hotels and every morning I use to go to meet some Saint. But I didn’t receive any answer which can satisfies me. So I decided to change my mind and use this trip as a picnic and went some famous sites. I travelled temple and ashrams of some saints to hear there words. I enjoyed a lot.